Sunday, July 21, 2024
Cost of Housing Notes 7/21/2024
Sunday, August 21, 2022
Storage Area Done
Friday, November 19, 2021
Driving Home from Home Depot
So I am home unloading and I notice something. I have an Antifa sticker on my bumper. You figure it out.
Wednesday, November 17, 2021
Observations on a Vegetable Garden in Santa Barbara vs Escondido
Monday, September 20, 2021
The Magnolia is no Garden of Eden
It may look like a garden, but its really more of a snake pit. Its not the paper thin walls, or the windows that have been painted over so many times that they will never open, or the termites, or the weird (unwritten) rules, or the obsolete electrical system, or the baroque legacy gas system where you are as likely to be paying for your neighbor's utilities as your own. Its not the suicides of which there have been two in recent years. Its the people. The smile to your face, stab you in the back people that is the problem here. The emotionally-challenged woman who thinks that every man lusts for her calves and complains about invasion of privacy when no such thing has occurred. Or the neighbor who sang Joni Mitchell songs at night whenever she got drunk (which was every night) but complained to management that I used the telephone. I didnt appreciate it when Management threw her out with 3 days notice, I think that she deserved more compassion than that, even if she had stabbed me in the back. But by far the worse part of this was the new landlady, one of those who is scared of computers and doesnt know much about them, and is willing to say the most appalling things in writing apparently too stupid to realize that she was letting both herself and the Magnolia in for an astonishing lawsuit that they would lose, if I did lawsuits, which I dont. And neither does my patron, whose guest I was. And so, may I advise you, dear reader, if you are considering the Magnolia to save yourself some trouble and go elsewhere. Life is too short.
Sunday, July 25, 2021
The Move Continues and the State Fails
Friday, April 9, 2021
Santa Barbara, The Police and Racism
I am a guest here in beautiful santa barbara, but maybe the reality is that our world is imperfect and there are problems everywhere. There were two recent events here at the [REDACTED], none of which involved me, and which I did not know about until they were over. Things are calm now. Both of these involved the police. In one case, a police officer told our landlady that if so and so had been black she would have been on the ground with his knee on her neck. I guess they are very proud of the recent murder involving a black man and that maneuver. Our landlady was shocked by this overt racism in someone who is expected to respect and abide by the law. In another case, one of our nicest people here was thrown in a retaining cell (on Figueroa) for a day with a broken arm. The cell was filthy, with bugs (bed bugs?) and she was denied medical attention (her arm was obviously broken) and was told to shut up and stop asking for it. I did not witness any of this. I am not completely shocked but yes I am disturbed and disappointed. I know from recent discussions with my elected county supervisor that they could not care less what I think. What, if anything, would you like me to do with this information. I make it my policy to avoid the police as much as possible. Shall I forget about this? Would it be so (deleted) hard to keep the holding cell minimally clean and avoid making racist comments in public and maybe if someone has a broken hand to get her a nurse and some Tylenol? Maybe Santa Barbara is a poor inner city slum and cant afford such things? I am here as your guest and I feel I should ask you. My policy in general is fight or flight (protest injustice or put a bag over my head).
Friday, February 12, 2021
California and Vaccine Allocation
I may have sampling error but I think what the State of California did was to partition up their vaccine supply by the total population of each county instead of asking what proportion of each county was in the designated target audience, e.g. how many 75+ and health care workers. This would explain why counties with a smaller proportion of these designated victims could immediately move on to other target audiences whereas Santa Barbara, with a higher percentage of older people, perhaps, has been struggling.
If true, there are two morals of this story. First, one more time the State of CA is not being even minimally competent at the tasks they are called upon to do. I would expect better from any undergraduate economics student at a university and I do not even get that level of analysis from the state. Second, choose where you live carefully. and remember this is not the last pandemic.
Monday, December 21, 2020
Sunday, September 6, 2020
Receding Media Technology
Emerging technology media is so boring. Lets embrace receding technology media.
At the Arlington theatre in Santa Barbara during SBIFF.
Friday, May 15, 2020
Picture of my Patron
This is a picture of my patron, who is on Facebook, but must remain nameless. It has been nearly two years since she picked me up out of the gutter and placed me here at the Monastery in Santa Barbara to study the Esoteric Knowledge.
No one knows where this is going, not really.
Wednesday, April 1, 2020
Fat and Unhappy
Letter to my friend Andy about being overweight.
The situation about losing weight seems to be somewhat complicated. It doesnt seem to be so much about the "healthiness" of the food I eat, although that is part of it, but is probably about the amount/calories thereof. I have been cooking at home every meal for about 15 years. I am a lacto vegetarian (which means I eat cheese and butter, but avoid eggs and of course meat of any type). But I have decades of bad food habits, big meals, and medicating anxiety with food. I have a sweet tooth. My metabolism has changed with age (my father warned me of this) and my exercise per day has gone way down. If you subscribe to the calorie theory of weight loss (and I only sortof do), then you realize to your horror that one scone may be the total calories permissible in a day. To that add the interesting evidence of calorie restriction and life extension, and you realize that you (or me, rather) is / are fucked. I have a variety of different cost/quality equations that I use to control my expenditures and I am most excellently knowledgable about reducing cost in this area, but sadly that would reduce fresh fruits and vegetables and increase carbohydrates. Bad. So I increase costs and eat healthy home made soups, stews and salads. Non fat dressing. Olive oil when an oil is used. Try to keep a lid on the amount of cheese, use half the butter a recipe calls for. On the other hand, life is short, and food is a big part of the pleasure I am permitted to get in this disgusting world we live in. With the orange moron as president and my life and career a ruin, who would begrudge me a half a stick of butter to make blueberry ersatz scones once in a while? Is that so much to ask from life?
So I am fat and unhappy and that is not the way its supposed to be.
Add to that the local culture where all the people here look like they just stepped out of a Nike catalog (and possibly did) and the situation is worse. And everyone here eats kale and my feeling is that the only people who are qualified to eat kale are people from the South, probably black, and they use a lot of tasty pig fat when they do so, and cook the shit out of the stuff. I dont go with this healthy kale thing.
Tuesday, January 28, 2020
Paul Rother & Mark Sylvester
draft
At a birthday party for a friend, I ran into Paul Rother (he recognized me!) and Mark Sylvester. I havent seen Paul for a very long time.
There was a company there called MirMir all set up to take pictures with funny glasses (which are a clue). Mark and Paul look shorter than me because they had to sortof kneel to fit into the picture.
Sunday, June 16, 2019
Saturday, April 20, 2019
The Street Where I Live
I have often walked down this street before. But the pavement always stayed beneath my feet before. All of a sudden I am several stories high, just to be on the street where you live.
Sunday, April 14, 2019
Santa Barbara Astronomical Unit / SBMNH
The Santa Barbara Astronomical Unit and the Santa Barbara Museum of Natural History hosts a once a month "astronomy party". They have a fabulous 20 inch telescope in the dome and a variety of other devices of about 9.5 inches and more outside and helpful people by each one.
The event was well attended, perhaps 50 or more people of all ages.
There was certainly some light pollution and coastal haze, as we would expect, but it was still very entertaining and value added.
I also determined that the Planetarium has an Evans & Sutherland Digistar 5.
Wednesday, March 13, 2019
Feral and Venom in Santa Barbara
I am walking to my local pharmacy, CVS. I go in the back way, talking on my phone, as usual, in this case about superhero movies and stereoscopic conversion. I say that some of these movies are too dark to be great in stereo and trying to think of an example, someone says "Venom".
She is working in the back of the store, attractive some would say, that is if you like hot, slender women with 1/2 " hair that has been bleached white, skintight jeans, ritual scarification, and excellent knowledge of the Marvel superhero cinema.
We agreed that the relationship in Venom between the antihero (youre a loser, eddie), the ex-girlfriend and the symbiont ("I like her." "This may be the last chance you might have to apologize to her") is charming.
Her name is Feral. She talks to me three different times while I am at the store. I practically run away. When was the last time I actually talked to a non-gender specific girl type person who I might ask out? Long, long ago, in a different life.
I hope she works there, I might be able to see her again.
If I was in a playwriting class, I would write this up as a skit.
Thursday, February 7, 2019
Metropolis at the Arlington on a Wonder Morton
I finally saw Metropolis by Fritz Lang, and not only that, I heard the track played live on a Wonder Morton at the Arlington Theatre at the SBIFF!
The Santa Barbara International Film Festival
https://sbiff.org/
Sunday, December 30, 2018
My Apology To My Neighbors
I am so sorry. I do my laundry and naturally have to go out to the laundry machine and back to my studio, and when I do so I might run into you, and then I might say hello. I apologize because that is obviously the most obnoxious thing I could ever possibly do.
Jesus, even in NY people were friendlier.
Thursday, August 30, 2018
Scarlett.Magnolia
Names are very important to me, as are concepts and symbols.
I have named my new server for machine learning Scarlett, after Scarlett Johannson. The local domain is named Magnolia, for the complex I am living in here in Santa Barbara.
Scarlett.Magnolia.






















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