I am trying to get my ex to let me visit her dog that I dearly love. Maybe, I thought, I could trade her images for Halloween in return for one visit to see Lupe?
I am very sentimental. Everyone knows this.
This is the personal journal of Michael Wahrman.
The time for my trying to earn money to live my life is more or less over. That failed. And I can not tell you how much I appreciate my friends from the motion picture industry using AI to tell me about homeless shelters and help for the disabled in North Carolina. Its so abusive. What I need are people who would do for me what I would do for them, which is to get on the phone with their friends running vfx facilities and getting me a day a week or more working remotely to earn a basic living.
But they are not going to do that.
The operational doctrine in LA is "Kiss up, Kick down"
In the absence of any sort of reasonable support from my colleagues, I have started the first of 4 gofundmes to pay for a trip to Siggraph. It comes up in a month, but I have to commit long before that.
We will see.
https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-michaels-victory-tour-2026-part-i
The good news is that North Carolina is beautiful. Some, but not all, of the people are nice. The cost of moving, renting and getting medical care is a problem. Do not move unless you have the money.
For those who have not heard, Arlene Schloss, a well-known NY performance artist passed away a few days ago. I do not know when the memorial service will be. Many people helped Arlene during her long and unpleasant illness but a special shout out to NY artist Steve Speer who helped Arlene beyond the call of duty.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arleen_Schloss