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I may have helped a homeless person today. Maybe. It was so clear that her current dilemma / nightmare was something she had caused. She was totally able to get that and I think it makes things worse. I think she will face a week of very challenging adversity and then be OK. She needs an address to get her disability card, then get an ID and then find a place to live with her disability. Its all doable, but its all challenging when you are homeless.
But this can be hard to do even when you are not homeless.
And two other friends may have disavowed me. This always makes me sad. What is funny sad is that a friend thinks that I am all rage, and he cant take that. I try to explain to him that rage and anger is my personality (along with a few other emotions) and he should just adjust to it, but he hates me for saying this because he thinks I dont acknowledge his feelings.
What surprises me, and which I dont know how to process, is that this is something new? Weird. I have been like this for two decades.
There is also some interesting, insulting material about my medical issues, but its not something that can be discussed here. I am such an idiot sometimes.
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