Sunday, October 12, 2025

Ellison Wonderland


How could I have lived in Los Angeles so long and not know that Harlan Ellison's old house is a landmark.  Not open to the public, it is nevertheless maintained and listed/marked on Google maps.  Good for you Harlan, rest in peace or in hell as desired.

https://www.instagram.com/p/DIuUgh9T0PJ/?hl=en




I came across Harlan's house on Google Maps when I was researching Fossil Ridge Park.


Fossil Ridge Park and Corruption in Los Angeles


In researching places within striking distance where I can walk at high speed and get good aerobic activity and yet minimize toxic waste input.  As you might imagine this can be difficult in the greater Los Angeles area unless you are in a few well understood regions: for example near the beach or in the Santa Monica mountains.  There are some other regions too, often mediated or enabled by so-called micro-climates.  

So one obvious general area is south of here in Van Nuys in or near Mulholland Drive.  I came across a park I had never heard of before: Fossil Ridge Park.  What I did not realize is that this park, although difficult to visit and use, features one of the great attributes of Los Angeles: corruption in the service of real estate development.

But be careful, what you read on the always useful and informative Internet may be nothing more than self serving bullshit.  See for example:





 

Tuesday, October 7, 2025

So I feel like shit

because the fucking medical community wont give me anything for panic attacks, I have to suffer and be fucking miserable and maybe just kill mjyself fuck you fuck all of you






Saturday, October 4, 2025

HL Notes for Cleanup

On a dreary day I started my usual bs of oversharing and HL told me she wanted to hear none of it.  May be I should go to a synagogue, she suggested.  I think I will ask her if she has ever been to a synagogue, and, if not why she should suggest it.




LW notes for Cleanup

Its all part of tidying up the messy life.  I once asked LW to help me find a job and he laughed at me and told me I was pretty much worthless.  A lifetime of friendship and this is what you get.  Oh dear.  Well he is dead now and he suffered and I had nothing to do with that.

Cleanup is that part of the work where we discuss some individuals and how they acted.